I have been studying biological paleontology. making sense posthumous fossils is a trait treasure hunt. perhaps we are cellular organisms evolving thru stages of complex interactions . it is astounding, through words of our dna an entire language of complex structure is formed. many phyla combined to form the human body . in chosen differentiation of progenitor cells mans faculties were formed. having a mind mitigated by evolution fascinates me. autism, does it have its origins in working manifest of embryo. did something alter my progenitor cells? my ideology does it form ontologically? or does my genotype determine my perspective?
nanoparticle and quantum interactions have made our perception of reality- color, temperature, gravity, sound for example. natural selection caused traits that were obsolete to disappear, maybe a selection of mutations marked my autism.
how has the environment selected increased rate of autism?
careful consideration must be given to our sensory systems,
does our planes of existence rise to the challenge of digressing
environmental contraction? habitation of humanity must be preserved. The continuation of our species comes to bear voice
ode to the beast
in the carbon earth my bonds are decomposing
white bones and mighty flesh
the book of dna rna is transcribed
its interpretation into stone
voice of my generation
laid to rest in diagrams hardened of time
each today orders his own grave
lines and particles of imagination
govern objective reality
forces having bled into interstitial memory
does this destruction ,this annihilation,
program in the ruins of our machines-
a destiny ?
or does the forgotten fossil
record the ode to the beast within?
i feel archeology tells a story. each human enterprise and animal being is governed calcuated by an algorithm. its a simple and complex algorithm, making complexity in creation thru code.
i believe man is not eternal, but our being is outside our perception. god loves our being and understood mans nature and so entrapped the soul for a time to achieve enlightenment. perhaps i voice my being thru my autism.
homeschool please. its every day i sleep, eat, breathe quantum physics. the impossible