i have returned

dear wanderers of the internet, how are your journeys from this island i call my home?
i took some time off to discover if i am doomed to live as stranded castaway. during my sabbatical, i have been studying mathematical models, reading physics articles, and writing a book about my journey.
turns out my life will always believe in its purpose. my  mind must think, my body must move, and my choice has to be made.  there are consequences far outreaching this blog. is understanding my autism a failure of social mores?  can science answer my quest?
i am immediately resuming my struggle going forward. idea to blog was born out of  necessity. 
in typing the futile efforts of my neurons are made manifest. i assume particles of my existence are temporary. 
however my words fathom eternity. 
friends lets continue our struggles, momentum in life . more to come.