hello homo sapiens, only domesticated aliens allowed in here. just kidding. today in my research I came across an amazing geometry, called Riemann. discussion of this manifold is critical in understanding my theory. 
in Riemann sphere one can see domain of the fourth dimension. by parameterizing coordinates xyz planes on a sphere one can take approach of revolution of the sphere to show the temporal dimension. directly tangential to sphere is the infinite reality . I again assume light cone manifests  future and past states. this complete geometry is the foundation of my sensory vector framework. 

dear wanderers of the internet, how are your journeys from this island i call my home?
i took some time off to discover if i am doomed to live as stranded castaway. during my sabbatical, i have been studying mathematical models, reading physics articles, and writing a book about my journey.
turns out my life will always believe in its purpose. my  mind must think, my body must move, and my choice has to be made.  there are consequences far outreaching this blog. is understanding my autism a failure of social mores?  can science answer my quest?
i am immediately resuming my struggle going forward. idea to blog was born out of  necessity. 
in typing the futile efforts of my neurons are made manifest. i assume particles of my existence are temporary. 
however my words fathom eternity. 
friends lets continue our struggles, momentum in life . more to come.

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how do autistic people have breakdowns. driving myself scared to death never bothering to notice my capricious behavior has sacrificed my ecrued best interest. behind my reality lies another truth . man denies his true nature assuming he has power over heaven and earth . but we are mere machines time weakens. continually I struggle with my sensory algorithms. can the matter be macro governance of neurological functioning. determine all behavior has developed from my thought matrix and neural bonds.

mankind correlates language to words however, ideas, emotions, reflect inner language. going from vocalizations to speech language involves more structural control of reality. that is concentration to formulate answer in line with my cognition. my stimulations say another language. translation of stims competes with sensory language while my thoughts vye for attention. greatest challenge is to cross hemispheres brain given my split brain isolates behaviors and intelligence.  

common man robot is alien
nature biome deviates
does night claim god heaven

corruption birth of existence
game rules break  code of design
animal instinct ornate acceptance

that says a lot about how I think. my mind itself races on to make connections about random things.
data emersion is so intense I feel overwhelmed. my sensory  makeup totally tears house members apart.
I cant stop screaming and crying and tv watching. each day enters in my existence like a dragon, breaking and
setting fire to my intentions.