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October 11th, 2019

10/11/2019

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hello homo sapiens, only domesticated aliens allowed in here. just kidding. today in my research I came across an amazing geometry, called Riemann. discussion of this manifold is critical in understanding my theory. 
in Riemann sphere one can see domain of the fourth dimension. by parameterizing coordinates xyz planes on a sphere one can take approach of revolution of the sphere to show the temporal dimension. directly tangential to sphere is the infinite reality . I again assume light cone manifests  future and past states. this complete geometry is the foundation of my sensory vector framework. 
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October 10th, 2019

10/10/2019

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becoming a island boy is no small feat. time has forgotten me and so has modern society. you see people pass you by on the street, like ships in the ocean. perhaps I find 
I am no lighthouse. I sense ocean currents and the rocks that lie on my domain. earth 
tide floods my being and I learn to swim its depth. modern global machines, we are taught to make no sound as reality burdens us to carry our load. we cannot make a sound to warn others of our fate. the currents lead us to different shores. 
​autism is an abandonment by our sensory geography.

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i have returned

10/9/2019

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dear wanderers of the internet, how are your journeys from this island i call my home?
i took some time off to discover if i am doomed to live as stranded castaway. during my sabbatical, i have been studying mathematical models, reading physics articles, and writing a book about my journey.
turns out my life will always believe in its purpose. my  mind must think, my body must move, and my choice has to be made.  there are consequences far outreaching this blog. is understanding my autism a failure of social mores?  can science answer my quest?
i am immediately resuming my struggle going forward. idea to blog was born out of  necessity. 
in typing the futile efforts of my neurons are made manifest. i assume particles of my existence are temporary. 
however my words fathom eternity. 
friends lets continue our struggles, momentum in life . more to come.
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May 26th, 2015

5/26/2015

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can time go backward

5/18/2015

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geometry has radical theorems that can describe structure space and time. asking practical mathematicians to describe molecular structure has immediate implications. moreover as scientists struggle to characterize reality man denies more existential schematics. breaking boundaries often begins with making astute observations.
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May 18th, 2015

5/18/2015

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today intelligence of  autism was explained through graph theory. needing loci ontological processing makes sense occording to graph theory. domain of reality is represented by linear connections. graphs indicate new information as sensory diagrams with each stimulus a vertex and each sensory match an edge. complexity of idea is determined by degree o vertex. determined autistics become examiners of relationships disputing sequential thought. ourmental processes seek out global and multiple pathways. tangential reasoning causes complex webs of  data to engage us for hours. this leads to ocd and circuits of thought.
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dreams of an autistic soul

5/4/2015

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home... nights reality is breath always competes with my desire. how do my thoughts become intertwined with imagination? beyond myself are answers to global issues. dreams have the power to eradicate many troubles. in my dreams autism manifests brilliance and clarity. imagination leads one pensive and nervous into the fathoms of an endless sea. ive looked into the abyss and discovered sensory secrets postulates of physics cosmos . both my mind and body are understood to be free from chains of society. dreams are my gateway to freedom. 
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behavior is neurological

4/28/2015

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how do autistic people have breakdowns. driving myself scared to death never bothering to notice my capricious behavior has sacrificed my ecrued best interest. behind my reality lies another truth . man denies his true nature assuming he has power over heaven and earth . but we are mere machines time weakens. continually I struggle with my sensory algorithms. can the matter be macro governance of neurological functioning. determine all behavior has developed from my thought matrix and neural bonds.
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split brain phenomenon

4/21/2015

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mankind correlates language to words however, ideas, emotions, reflect inner language. going from vocalizations to speech language involves more structural control of reality. that is concentration to formulate answer in line with my cognition. my stimulations say another language. translation of stims competes with sensory language while my thoughts vye for attention. greatest challenge is to cross hemispheres brain given my split brain isolates behaviors and intelligence.  
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alienation and homecoming

5/7/2013

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common man robot is alien
nature biome deviates
does night claim god heaven

corruption birth of existence
game rules break  code of design
animal instinct ornate acceptance

that says a lot about how I think. my mind itself races on to make connections about random things.
data emersion is so intense I feel overwhelmed. my sensory  makeup totally tears house members apart.
I cant stop screaming and crying and tv watching. each day enters in my existence like a dragon, breaking and
setting fire to my intentions.  



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