how do autistic people have breakdowns. driving myself scared to death never bothering to notice my capricious behavior has sacrificed my ecrued best interest. behind my reality lies another truth . man denies his true nature assuming he has power over heaven and earth . but we are mere machines time weakens. continually I struggle with my sensory algorithms. can the matter be macro governance of neurological functioning. determine all behavior has developed from my thought matrix and neural bonds.

mankind correlates language to words however, ideas, emotions, reflect inner language. going from vocalizations to speech language involves more structural control of reality. that is concentration to formulate answer in line with my cognition. my stimulations say another language. translation of stims competes with sensory language while my thoughts vye for attention. greatest challenge is to cross hemispheres brain given my split brain isolates behaviors and intelligence.